This year, we are in the exact same configuration as the day you're born :
You're born on 2002, thursday, the 12th of september and my father - your grandfather you just love so much - told me : "Whao ! She didn't have any choice. One year after september 11th and just before Friday the 13th...".
You came 10 month after I lost a baby and I was terrified during all my pregnancy to lose you.
Last year, you asked me if I was regretting not having this baby. I answered absolutely not. Because I couldn't have you.
You replied :
"Yes, but you would have loved him. As you love me now."
And I said :
"Yes, my sweet girl. But this is you. And no one else. Such is life, this is the way it had to be. Don't be scared, I wouldn't have loved anyone else but you. JUST YOU."
I love you more than I could imagine.
You're exactly the girl I wanted to have.
You make me laugh and scream sometimes, but I don't care because you're such kind.
I look at you with amazement.
You make me grow.
You teach me so much things that I ignored until you.
I pray for us to keep good relationships when you'll become older...
I love you, my Gnomette. Happy birthday. I wish you to have a wonderful eleventh year.